It's been a busy few days. I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while but there are days when I don't feel like talking and yesterday was one of them. We took family photos at Floyd Lamb State Park. Afterwards Stephen went to work with his Dad and I took the girls to a movie. We saw game plan and liked it. Afterwards I came home and sat on the couch and watched several Katherine Hepburn movies - Paris when it sizzles and Funny Face. I am on a Katherine Hepburn kick and watched Breakfast at Tiffany's the day before. She is very beautiful and very elegant. There is something about the feminity of the 50s and early 60s that appeals to me but that's a topic for another day.
My cousin Jennifer was here in Vegas with us on Thursday and Friday. We had a lovely visit and I enjoyed getting to know her better. I was much older when she was born so feel like we were in different phases of our lives and never really got to spend much time together. She is a lovely young woman and my kids adore her. Something she said though really got me thinking. She spoke as if I still had cancer. I didn't take this personally but I realized that how you think about me matters to me. In my mind I am healed and am so grateful. Chemo is just a precaution for the future. I need you to see me this way as well. Our thoughts are so powerful - every thought goes out into the universe whether we realize it or not and has an impact on what we create in our lives. If you see me as someone who HAS cancer that can impact my future. Please hold me in your mind as a woman who is vibrant and healed, who has abundant health and has learned the lessons from cancer, sees it as a blessing and has reclaimed her life. This is an incredible way to see me.
I'm trying to get Stephen ready to usher at Peter Pan, Katie is researching plate tectonics for her toastmasters speech tommorrow. She opens Peter Pan tonight and is very excited. We are going to see her on Saturday night since Family night was cancelled this last weekend. I'm dragging Anna Rose with me to my physio yoga class - Greg is off today but out dirt bike riding. I'll take the laptop so Anna can watch a movie.
It's a great day to be alive. Peace.
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I love and miss you. And so you know: I think of you as Healed and Healthy every day!!
Love you, Christy B.
I love you, think of you and pray for you daily. By the way, Audrey Hepburn is (was) the star of Breakfast at Tiffany's but you are sure right about one thing, Katherine Hepburn is (was) terrific! Hugs, jc
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